being seen by God (a sermon on Mark 5:21-43)


This sermon was preached on June 30 and July 1, 2018 at Trinity Lutheran Church in Connellsville, Pennsylvania, using the texts for Lectionary 13.

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A few years ago, Daniel and I were on vacation in Arizona when we stopped at a rest area along the highway on our way from the Grand Canyon to my grandparents’ home in Phoenix. As we sat at some tables in the shade, I noticed that one of the people sitting at the table next to ours looked like Daniel’s favorite pro-wrestler: Daniel Bryan. As I whispered this to my Daniel, his eyes got huge and he tried to sneak a glance over his shoulder. “What are you going to do?” I asked him. “Are you going to say hello?” We had left our phones in the car, so there was no way to sneak a picture.

I could see the turmoil on Daniel’s face - should he play it cool and let them have a moment of peace without being bombarded by fans? Should he say hi and take a picture with him, because he really was his most favorite pro-wrestler. Should he say something deep and meaningful about how inspirational or funny or talented he was?

Ultimately, Daniel was too star-struck and nervous to say anything, and the moment passed. They left the rest area, and then we did, with no evidence of who we had seen. There are days when Daniel names this as one of his biggest regrets.

I thought of this encounter while reading about both Jairus and the unnamed woman in Mark’s Gospel story today. While Jesus wasn’t necessarily a celebrity, his renown was growing with each healing, each exorcism, each lesson taught and story shared. He had a reputation as someone who could heal in the most dire of circumstances, and we hear that many, many people came to him with desperate requests.

At the beginning of our Gospel reading we meet Jairus. He was a leader of the synagogue, respected and known in the community. His daughter was very sick, and so when Jairus heard that a healer was nearby, he pushed through the crowds and fell at Jesus’ feet. “My little daughter is at the point of death. Come and lay your hands on her, so that she may be made well, and live.”

I think there’s a kind of desperation that comes into play when your child is sick or in trouble. Forget barriers, or dignity, or the prescribed way of doing things - when it’s your precious little one who needs help, you do whatever it takes to help them. And so this respected member of the community throws himself at the feet of an itinerant teacher and begs him for help on behalf of his daughter. And Jesus goes with him.

As they’re making their way to Jairus’ house, the crowd is pressing in around him. Other desperate people who perhaps lacked the privilege or courage or loud voice to approach Jesus as Jairus had.

Among them was a woman who had been bleeding for twelve years. She was alone. That much bleeding, an unrelenting menstrual cycle, would have left her shunned and pushed out from respectable community as she was labeled “unclean” and perhaps even “punished by God.” She had been poked and prodded, had seen doctor after doctor grimly tell her there was nothing he could do, had forked over everything she had to pay for unsatisfying answers. And now? She was out of stamina, had no privilege or power, nothing that would make this teacher and healer see her and heal her out of that whole crowd of people.

But she really had nothing left to lose. Maybe it would be enough just to touch him. Maybe she really could be made well. So, with the crowd pressing in, and people shouting to be heard, she stretched out her arm - past robes and bodies and baskets and bags - and she touched his cloak. Immediately, her bleeding stopped. She could feel it. That constant companion, nuisance, debilitation for twelve years suddenly and immediately ceased. And as immediately as the blood stopped going forth from her, Jesus felt that power had gone forth from him.

Jesus’s question “Who touched me?” is rather laughable. I imagine the disciples giving one another incredulous glances. “Really? You’re asking who touched you?! Look around! Probably everyone has touched you!” Unable to sneak away, the now-healed woman presents herself, falling down before him, fearful that in her desperation she had done something she shouldn’t have. But Jesus looks on her with love, and tells her what she has already felt in her own body - daughter, your faith, your trust in me has made you well. You have been saved. You have been healed. Wholeness, finally, is yours. In an instant, everything changed.  

I wonder how often we feel “star-struck” when thinking about our connection to Jesus. How often we feel unqualified to talk about our faith, or to read the Bible well, or to pray with confidence. I wonder how often our prayers go unspoken because we are certain that the God of the universe surely has bigger, more important things to worry about. I wonder how often we stay away from worship, and from communion, because we see ourselves as too sinful, too ashamed, too far beyond redemption for God’s grace and mercy and healing to possibly be for us.

The good news today is this: You and your needs are not insignificant. In a world where it seems that we are constantly bombarded by big, important, urgent issues, your smallest desires for wholeness and healing are felt by the God who created you and calls you beloved.

However you approach Jesus – with confidence or uncertainty, in desperation or calm - you are welcome. There is a place for you here. Jesus sees you and knows you, and this changes everything. Shortly the crowds will press in and we will gather around the table together, hoping to catch a glimpse of the one who heals us and makes us whole. There is no need to be afraid. God’s abundant mercy is for you. God’s grace is for you. Wholeness is for you.

When you reach out your hands, you, too, will touch Jesus. The smallest morsel of bread and the tiniest sip of wine is enough. In this we receive the promises of Jesus - that we are seen, that we are loved, that we are forgiven. That nothing can separate us from the love of God. That the wholeness that God desires for all of creation is for you, too. Thanks be to God. 

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